I tried very hard to convince myself I did not have a muscle disease. What if…I tried all day. It didn’t work. I have a muscle disease. So, I took some photos.
I took the car out that I CAN drive because I can put myself right next to the wheel and my arms aren’t extended. It died on the prairie. How fortunate for me that two little birds kept me company! I tried the car a few times. It didn’t start. So I took pictures. I mean what else could I do! After awhile it started and I inched home. I was then convinced I could drive our other car. I couldn’t. So I saw this snail. He and I hung out for a bit. What else could I do! It was raining and windy and I thought well maybe it will start again even though it smelled a bit burned up.
So, my car is dead but at least it got me home before totally dying. I was only a few miles away but that is scary for a person out without her scooter and far greater reasons. But all turned out! For the moment I will not think about the stress, anxiety and ptsd moments that will involve me getting it fixed and I will just look at my birds and my snail that were the positives of the day. Have to end it on a good note if at all possible and it is possible right now. So here are the birds and the snail: